Even now, fear halts the advancement of a position toward its conclusion, which is usually a submission attempt. The tension mounts to its breaking point and I stop.

I fear losing what I have gained, and I fear what that loss might say about me.

There’s a scarcity mindset at play here in the technical aspects of the game and thematically across my life.

But, no risk it, no biscuit.

And there’s a socialized mindset, too: Certain people, certain ranks, to whom and which I can’t lose. But what would this exposure bring?

I came away from ADCC impressed with Ffion Davies’ and Craig Jones’ ability to consistently go for it with true conviction and without fear. There was no scarcity in the dynamism of their actions. Only courage.

This is what I strive to embody as a coach and a fighter.

How?

Category: Attitude

Tag: Fear/Courage