Mood: Lethargic

I didn’t sleep last night.

Not because I didn’t want to, but because my head was spinning 100 mph, spiraling into anxiety, and forcing me to question every decision i’ve made in my life

How come when everything seems perfect on paper, it’s still not enough? I feel like a masochist at times; ready and willing to destroy a beautiful creation at any given moment. Not that it even matters. At the end of the day everything goes to 0

All you can do is try your best and enjoy the ride while it lasts